fourteen. touch
Have you ever sat down alone in your room filled with walls and finally, think. Think about countless of scenarios and direct them to whatever wish you desire to see? Imagine the wonders of what will happen in the near future
-
what will you feel when you are old in your 70s?
what adventure awaits you when you hit 30?
what kind of life will you be having?
what face of that someone will you wake up to everyday?
what happen?
-
Well, what actually did not happen?
This things (I call them pipe dreams) finally caught up to me and they evaluate closely on what I've done for the past years and they refused to let me go. They keep coming back to me with the same questions - "Did you regret anything in the past?"
And frankly speaking, yes, I regretted but is it possible for me to have an escape route? Maybe, maybe not. Someday, I will know.
"There are no realists. Everyone thinks they're being realistic. Nobody has an objective view of their thinking. Pessimistic thoughts feel realistic to a pessimist. Optimistic thoughts feel realistic to an optimist. If you think you're a realist you're probably a pessimist, because obviously you've found a reason to tone down expectations" - Thought Catalog
Labels: late night, pipe dreams, think, thoughtcatalog, thoughts, wonder
thirteen. studio
2.0.1.3 Time is flying too fast, so fast that it's hard to even keep track of the small little things of my life. Just waiting for another vacation to relax and relish a moment alone.
Back to the world of statutes and books.
Labels: 2013, art, breathe, law, polyvore, read, statutes, study, time, vacation
twelve. december
Hello, December. The last month of 2012. This year has been great to me so far, even though I've suffered some setbacks but it's a memorable journey.
Counting to Christmas! 21 days.
Don't ever mistake my silence for ignorance, my calmness as acceptance, or my kindness for weakness.
Labels: Christmas, December
eleven. Japan
Visited Japan early in year in May and I have really missed the city/country vibe of Japan so much. It's the best siblings overseas adventure and we really understand each other more now. Even their convenience store is superbly missed. aww, I really wanna go back there again. And of course to meet the sister's host family. wait for me Japan!
継続は力なり。( Don't give up. Just continue to hold on to your strength and power. Perseverance is power)
Labels: 2012, japan, may, miss, sakura, travel
ten. ego
When I have finally acquired my brain's ability to think logically (thank god!), many things in my life makes me wonder why I can tolerate such things throughout my life.
I'm easily annoyed by people who are irritating, stubborn and full of pride (they do not EVER stop) and the last thing I want to deal with is someone who take care of me since I was a baby. By no doubt, the person is of utmost importance to me. I really hope that person can wake up to reality and stop throwing wet blanket at himself dictating how 'lousy' he is in comparison to the family. You are, by far, the best husband and dad anyone will have (well, except for your temper and ego). I can keep mum and not fight with you over stuffs but you have to know how it feels like to treat someone like a king everyday and it's tiring. I will not treat you like one, remember that. Thank god you have an amazing wife and three kids.
"I could easily forgive his pride, if he had not mortified mine." - Jane Austen
nine. cuddle?
Finally ended one week of midnight studying for my first ever university semester and the after math was, well, 'shag to my balls' (not exactly my balls, since I don't have any.)
Bernhard Willhelm's Viral Vacuum
Truly fascinated by his lookbook collection.
Interesting fact: If you want to pay for someone to cuddle you to sleep, head over to
here. (Only available in Japan - where everything is possible.)
Labels: 3D, bernhard willhelm, cuddle cafe, exams, fashion, finally, japan, lookbook, true, vacuum, viral
eight. kinetic energy
An interesting installation by Yasutoki Kariya. This is his '
Asobi'. Fascinating how the outer bulbs don't touch the other bulbs at all.
(
Credits)
if you really want to understand life, you've got to understand death. - Dalai Lama
Labels: asobi, fasination, installation, kinetic energy, today, tomorrow, yasutoki kariya
fourteen. touch
Have you ever sat down alone in your room filled with walls and finally, think. Think about countless of scenarios and direct them to whatever wish you desire to see? Imagine the wonders of what will happen in the near future
-
what will you feel when you are old in your 70s?
what adventure awaits you when you hit 30?
what kind of life will you be having?
what face of that someone will you wake up to everyday?
what happen?
-
Well, what actually did not happen?
This things (I call them pipe dreams) finally caught up to me and they evaluate closely on what I've done for the past years and they refused to let me go. They keep coming back to me with the same questions - "Did you regret anything in the past?"
And frankly speaking, yes, I regretted but is it possible for me to have an escape route? Maybe, maybe not. Someday, I will know.
"There are no realists. Everyone thinks they're being realistic. Nobody has an objective view of their thinking. Pessimistic thoughts feel realistic to a pessimist. Optimistic thoughts feel realistic to an optimist. If you think you're a realist you're probably a pessimist, because obviously you've found a reason to tone down expectations" - Thought Catalog
Labels: late night, pipe dreams, think, thoughtcatalog, thoughts, wonder
thirteen. studio
2.0.1.3 Time is flying too fast, so fast that it's hard to even keep track of the small little things of my life. Just waiting for another vacation to relax and relish a moment alone.
Back to the world of statutes and books.
Labels: 2013, art, breathe, law, polyvore, read, statutes, study, time, vacation
twelve. december
Hello, December. The last month of 2012. This year has been great to me so far, even though I've suffered some setbacks but it's a memorable journey.
Counting to Christmas! 21 days.
Don't ever mistake my silence for ignorance, my calmness as acceptance, or my kindness for weakness.
Labels: Christmas, December
eleven. Japan
Visited Japan early in year in May and I have really missed the city/country vibe of Japan so much. It's the best siblings overseas adventure and we really understand each other more now. Even their convenience store is superbly missed. aww, I really wanna go back there again. And of course to meet the sister's host family. wait for me Japan!
継続は力なり。( Don't give up. Just continue to hold on to your strength and power. Perseverance is power)
Labels: 2012, japan, may, miss, sakura, travel
ten. ego
When I have finally acquired my brain's ability to think logically (thank god!), many things in my life makes me wonder why I can tolerate such things throughout my life.
I'm easily annoyed by people who are irritating, stubborn and full of pride (they do not EVER stop) and the last thing I want to deal with is someone who take care of me since I was a baby. By no doubt, the person is of utmost importance to me. I really hope that person can wake up to reality and stop throwing wet blanket at himself dictating how 'lousy' he is in comparison to the family. You are, by far, the best husband and dad anyone will have (well, except for your temper and ego). I can keep mum and not fight with you over stuffs but you have to know how it feels like to treat someone like a king everyday and it's tiring. I will not treat you like one, remember that. Thank god you have an amazing wife and three kids.
"I could easily forgive his pride, if he had not mortified mine." - Jane Austen
nine. cuddle?
Finally ended one week of midnight studying for my first ever university semester and the after math was, well, 'shag to my balls' (not exactly my balls, since I don't have any.)
Bernhard Willhelm's Viral Vacuum
Truly fascinated by his lookbook collection.
Interesting fact: If you want to pay for someone to cuddle you to sleep, head over to
here. (Only available in Japan - where everything is possible.)
Labels: 3D, bernhard willhelm, cuddle cafe, exams, fashion, finally, japan, lookbook, true, vacuum, viral
eight. kinetic energy
An interesting installation by Yasutoki Kariya. This is his '
Asobi'. Fascinating how the outer bulbs don't touch the other bulbs at all.
(
Credits)
if you really want to understand life, you've got to understand death. - Dalai Lama
Labels: asobi, fasination, installation, kinetic energy, today, tomorrow, yasutoki kariya
